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    Saturday, September 30th, 2006
    8:16 pm
    Riverssance
    Well... Riverssance was cool... Got myself a damn spiffy eyepatch for my Amt-garb... Got Aun a sweet-assed goblet... made of either jade or onyx... I don't remember which. Either way, it's frickin sweet... Ended up getting permission to advertise at the Acme booth (first person to be able to do so I believe) AND got permission from Fallen Friar Phil (one of the event organizers) to spar for a while, pimp Amtgard, have a good time. Made up my mind about whether or not I should run for Sheriff or not... I'm going to. If nothing else, just to make sure we don't miss another Riverssance... Because DAMN! It's so worth it... Now the big question... how do I choose a Regent???

    Oh well, food for thought for later.

    Me

    Current Mood: content
    Friday, September 22nd, 2006
    6:32 am
    Ahhh, Amtgard
    So, it's been a long time since I posted a damn thing on here, so I figured, what the hell? What can be said? Our Amtgard chapter is FINALLY taking off again. I do find it kind of funny that the population grows well immediately after a quest in which I ficticiously address the problem of incoming visitors, etc. I get a laugh out of that at least... if you don't, well I don't really think I care.

    On a more entertaining note, I finally recieved a good dose of humility a couple weeks ago. Fighting a Knight of the Sword, and an advanced fighter (9 orders of the Warrior)... got spanked... repeatedly. Also took part in probably the best damn battlegame I've ever been in, seen, or heard about. Frickin RAWK! And, because I didn't have much of a "team" to join, I became a merc for the weekend, and arranged to get myself some new garb. Not bad for a day's work.

    Sadly though, this opened my eyes even more to problems in our park here... as well as in my fighting company. Therefore, I made the choice to take my leave of the Harriers and petition the the Free Companies. Mostly because I feel I've learned about as much as I possibly can here... I need something to challenge me more now... Which both saddens me, and fills me with hope, and anticipation.

    I hope the Harriers can get their stuff together... They are a hell of a group of guys (+1) and I enjoyed the brotherhood... But I couldn't get past the fact that lately we've done... well... nothing. Grrr...

    Oh well, I think that's enough for now...

    me

    Current Mood: contemplative
    Saturday, May 20th, 2006
    10:30 pm
    ...
    so... crying sucks... knowing that a loved one passed on hurts... knowing that you won't be able to say that you love them one last time... knowing that you won't be able to hug them, hold them, spend time with them...

    it makes you realize just how much you need those you have around you... makes you want to hold on to every precious moment of BOTH your lives... because no matter if you know the end is coming for one of you... it will ALWAYS come too soon...

    there are those who say their lives aren't worth much... they feel as though no one cares, and that they don't matter much... what i and my family feel now is proof that that notion is fiction... EVERYONE MATTERS.... in one way or another, to one person or another... whoever you are, whatever you do... you matter...

    in closing... i offer a small memorial... they say death comes for us all... that death waits for no man... by the gods... death waited for her. and i am greatful for every second of every day spent knowing her... rest in peace srs... we love and miss you...

    the marcoe family...

    Current Mood: sad
    Friday, April 14th, 2006
    6:36 am
    *watches tumbleweed roll by*
    where is everybody??? don't you all know that you're supposed to post some form of bloggy thingy for me to read and pry into your thoughts, minds, lives and personal business? where are youuuuu???

    me

    Current Mood: blah
    Saturday, April 8th, 2006
    6:42 am
    Tagged! AGAIN! TWICE!
    Basic Rules:
    The first player of this "game" starts with the topic and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about their 5 quirky habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

    (the catch for me here being... i have no friends on here who have not already been tagged... so this is simply for you all to read i guess... damn lucky bitches)

    1. I pop my back.. a lot
    2. I let my eye wander, just to mess with people... or when i'm tired
    3. I play D&D
    4. I hit people with padded sticks, and they like it
    5. I'm dead sexy in the right dress *lol, puzzle over that one boys*



    YOU CAN ONLY TYPE ONE WORD.
    NO EXPLANATIONS.

    1. Yourself: Passive
    2. Your Lover: Complicated
    3. Your Hair: Varies
    4. Your Mother: Alaska
    5. Your Father: Flaming
    6. Your Favorite Item: Computer
    7. Your Dream Last Night: Didn't
    8. Your Favorite Drink: Margerita
    9. Your Dream Home: Mansion
    10. The Room You Are In: Office
    11. Your Pet: Lemme
    12. Who You Are Now: Breadwinner
    13. Who You Want to be in Ten Years: Husband
    14. What You Want to be in Ten Years: Traveller
    15. What You're Not: Alone
    16. Your Best Friend: Wifey
    17. One of Your Wishlist Items: Platemail
    18. Your Gender: Male
    19. The Last Thing You Did: Worked
    20. What You Are Wearing: Black
    21. Your Favorite Weather: Depends
    22. Your Favorite Book: Belgariad
    23. The Last Thing You Ate: Pizza
    24. Your Life: Awkward
    25. Your Mood: Tired



    Guilt
    What is yours?
    Explain yourself
    Culinary: Ice cream Come on, it's Ice cream!
    Literary: Cosmo, etc You'd be surprised what you'll read when you're bored...
    Audiovisual: Wrestling Grown men, in tights, pretending to beat eachother up... sounds like Amtgard
    Musical: Rap Very rare, but on occasion, it's what i wanna hear... usually then i hurt myself
    Celebrity: Keira Knightley Pirate wench... almost...


    Now I tag:-


    You scored as Goth. That's awesome! Go you!

    </td>

    Goth

    73%

    Emo Kid

    67%

    Jock

    47%

    Punk

    47%

    Geek/Nerd

    47%

    "Ghetto"

    40%

    Stoner

    27%

    Loner

    26%

    Prep

    20%

    Hot

    20%

    What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?
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    Ok, honestly... didn't see the emo part coming... but goth, who'd have guessed?

    anyway, I tag... NOBODY! because I have like 3 friends, and they have all been tagged... poor, poor me... i'm going to bed now.

    me

    Current Mood: tired
    Tuesday, April 4th, 2006
    5:24 pm
    Damnation... tagged...
    Oh hell, here we go...

    1) What's your character's name?
    Baatyn

    2) How old is he/she?
    Somewhere between 50 and 100, though it doesn't mean much now

    3) Is your OC a boy or girl?
    Male

    4) What's his/her race?
    He was an elven half-fiend, who became a death knight

    Appearance:
    1) If this character were to suddenly become part of the 3D world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?
    How many people are around?

    He'll get stares for:
    The segmented sword at his hip, and the fact that he seems to be little more than a charred, disfigured corpse, with glowing eyes of flame.

    2) Is your character considered normal in his/her own world?
    Undead can hardly be considered normal...

    3) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?
    The skeletal figure, wings, and eyes

    4) Would you consider your OC as attractive?
    Once upon a time, maybe... not so much any more.

    Personality:
    1) Temper?
    He has a temper, but never lets it overpower his senses. He almost never loses sight of his goals.

    2) Does your character ever get depressed?
    He hasn't had a chance to yet, been too busy plotting to overthrow a deity

    3) Leader or Follower?
    Leader, who works to subvert his enemies and turn them into either pawns, or luitenants.

    4) What is the main aspect of his/her personality?
    Patience, the willingness to wait and plot until the correct moment to strike.

    History:
    1) Does your OC have a family of any sort?
    None on the material plane. His father he has not attempted to locate.

    2) Is your character out on his/her own?
    He will keep allies for as long as he can decieve them. Then he will destroy them

    3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?
    He had the Goddess of Slaughter level a mountain he was standing on, just to get him.

    4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?
    Completely subverting his nemesis, DK, the half-celestial.

    Romance:
    1) Single?
    Has no need for a woman.

    2) Has your OC developed any romantic relationships?
    Saught the Goddess of Slaughter, she killed him before the relationship got off the ground

    3) Virgin?
    Unknown

    4) Does your character like flirting?
    Only to control people

    Symbolism:
    1) What animal would you associate your OC with?
    A Dracolich

    2) Musical Instrument?
    Violin

    3) Element?
    Fire

    4) Planet?
    Mercury

    Showing the Love:
    1) Do you draw your character?
    No, I can't draw well

    2) Do you write about him/her?
    Only on occasion

    3) Do you use him/her in any rpgs?
    Not yet.

    4) What other ways have you appreciated your OC?
    I've compared every character since to him, to my disappointment.

    RANDOMIZE!
    1) Is your character wanted for anything?
    A Draconic Council wants him destroyed, the Goddess of Slaughter did kill him, only to have him reanimated by the God of the Dead.

    2) What are three weaknesses in him/her?
    Overconfidence, No singular strength, Prefers to opperate through underlings, rather than deal with little issues alone.

    3) Strengths?
    His ability to control those around him

    4) Does your OC drink or smoke?
    Occasionaly will partake a fine blood-wine

    5) What's one quirk about him/her?
    He enjoys plotting new and painful ways injure people, subvert those against him, and expand his power

    6) Does your character have any phobias?
    None

    7) What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage?
    Being thwarted by those against him.

    8) Does your OC like chickens?
    Mmm, chicken... tastes like human...

    The Final Question:
    What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like?
    I would likely stand against him, for his lack of morals, and lack of regard of those around him.

    I tag:
    Errr... Joe and Pete I guess...
    Thursday, January 19th, 2006
    7:22 am
    quizzie thingies...





    What Type of Villain are You?

    mutedfaith.com.


    ehhh... close enough i guess....


    Your Kissing Purity Score: 6% Pure

    For you, it's all kiss and no talk.

    You're in a permanent lip lock.


    uhhh... naughty naughty me, eh?

    You Were A Jaguar

    A shapeshifter that understands the patterns of chaos.
    You are powerful and move without fear in dark places.


    ooooo

    that's all for now folks...

    Current Mood: tired
    Friday, January 13th, 2006
    6:23 am
    comparitive theology
    soooo, ya... I'm thinking I should look into comparative theology again. It's something that has interested me from time to time in the past, and it's been quite a while since I read up on it. So, I started a little list, and wanted some insight on what anyone who reads this thinks... (yea, all 2 of you).. Anyway, my list so far includes Hinduism, Buddhism, Taoism, Gnosticism, Christianity, Scientology (I'm not totally sold on that one, those people freak me out), Shamanism, Druidism, Wicca, Islam, as well as some of the forbidden gospels from the Bible (The gospels of Mary Magdelene and Nicodimus, as well as the Apocolypse of Peter)... If anybody out there has any ideas, please, let me know because Theology and Mythology are big interests of mine...

    Okay! I'm going to bed now!

    me

    Current Mood: thoughtful
    Saturday, January 7th, 2006
    6:32 am
    i guess i should write something...
    not that i have much to say, it's just that i tend to be pretty bad at keeping these journal/blog thingies updated, so i figure i better put something down. so, let's see... i dislike being poor... and with the bills that keep piling up, it would appear that i'm gonna be poor for quite some time. oh well, it gives me something to think about i guess... anyway, to anyone who's reading this, hi, how's it going? glad to see that my existance is at least catching your eye for a moment... now i'm gonna go find something to do... maybe work on my new chainmail... yeah... or sleep... hmmmm, decisions decisions...

    later,

    me
    Monday, January 2nd, 2006
    12:13 am
    Well hell...
    Okay, I'm bored so I'm gonna write something here. Not that I have a lot to write about, but what the hell?

    Went to Amtgard today... Kinda a depressing turnout, but those of us who showed seemed to have a good time... A cold time, but a good one. I seem to have injured my foot at some point in the past few weeks, probably at Amtgard, and it's awfully irritating... Did you realize just how hard it is to walk/run/balance when you've fractured your toe? At least that's what I'm guessing I did... Let me elaborate... It almost feels like it needs to pop... but any time I try to pop it a bad fiery searing pain tears through my foot... and when I gently test the knuckle, I feel this odd almost crunching sensation... So yeah, I think it's fractured...

    Aside from that, not much goin on... Just chillin out at home, wondering what the hell I'm going to do for the next 2 or 3 hours, because I don't want to get out of my work/sleep routine thingy... because that's a very, very bad thing. I'm close enough to a zombie regularly, I don't need to be one at work, any moreso than I already am....

    Well, I leave you now with this tidbit... DAMN I'M BORED!

    me
    Friday, December 30th, 2005
    7:08 am
    Ok... I guess it's time to write something
    Well, what is there to say? I am rapidly coming to hate my job??? Well, I guess rapidly is the wrong word, I've been there for almost 5 years now, and been in my current position for like a year and a half... Anyway! Whatever... I'm awfully tired right now, but have a feeling that I'm going to get called again by my work... bleh...

    Hey, I know, I'll transcribe a little note I wrote myself while I was at work tonight! Just to give you few folks who stumble across this rambling account an idea of what's up!
    :
    So, here I am. Thinking about quitting my job. Again... Myabe I should clarify that. Lately I've been bending a rule to make my job easier. (note: this isn't a major infraction, and was just changed a little while ago, so it's not like i'm actually hurting someone or stealing anything) However, tonight 3 of my staff who are affected by this bend talked to me. By talked, I mean they talked, I listened. Almost everything brought up by them was true, on one level or another. It made me realize that I'm repeting mistakes made in the past (by myself and my predecessors). Mistakes I want nothing to do with. So, here I sit, going over all this shit. I wonder if stepping down would be the right thing to do, or do I try to do better? I've lasted almost a year and a half at thsi, am I ready to step down? i think that not knowing if I'm ready or not should tell me that I'm not quite ready yet. I think I'll ask a few peoples opinion first. But who?

    That last question was answered just now... by me... it's YOU! hehehe, suckers!

    me

    Current Mood: crappy
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